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It's been a while. I'm busy with school and such.

You know choir, and all that jazz.


I'm really tired, and I think I'm getting sick. :P

I'm going to get my Halloween costume today though.

I'm gonna be a sexy sailor! WOOO!


Kk I'm out.

Current Location: el dorm room-o
Current Mood: drained drained
Current Music: Voice Lesson Music

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I'm back at school and already a roommate has come and gone. Didn't even spend one night because she didn't want the top bunk. Wow. What are we 10 years old? Anywho, I'm over that one. More closet space for me.

And yet there are old feelings creeping back over me. Feelings of jealousy over my friend Caitlyn and her beauty; Her ability to capture men without even noticing. I feel guilty for this, but I can't help it. I'm lonely. She doesn't even want a relationship and when she has one she is not faithful. It's not fair because I would put my whole heart into a relationship because I have not yet been hurt. And is it wrong for me to even want to have that experienced feeling of love lost?

So here I am, being the typical emo college student; Sitting on my laptop, listening to my crush from high school's most depressing solo song, and bitching about my lack of ability with the opposite sex. Tomorrow I'll wake up and be back to normal happy me, or maybe in an hour.

Class starts on Tuesday, wish me luck LJ.

Current Location: My dorm desk
Current Mood: jealous jealous
Current Music: Matt Smith- Legal Child Loney Adult

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Isn't that always the subject?

A this moment in my life I could kick a few of them, but who knows about tomorrow? I could fall in love all over again and more then likely I will.
Sometimes I think I leap to far to fast with my feelings. I see a boy, make nice and fall heels over head. He of course never notices, or if he does he runs a at least a mile in another direction.
I'm having a new outlook though as a head back to school. I'm going to be confident and strut my stuff, if I have stuff to strut. I'm gonna chill and and express my feelings if they should arise towards "a certain someone".

Well now that thats out of my system. I'm feeling quite a bit better today. My mother and I moved a few items into my dorm and I can't wait to be living back at Bethany.I'm still a bit worried about the new roommate and Nancy who I almost killed on choir tour (and that was only 2 weeks long). Caitlyn and I will tough it out though. I'm also thinking about changing my major but don't know if Bethany has interior design. Ah well, I'll just finish up my generals and Bethany at least.

Tomorrow I head to Rochester to hang with my grandparents. My grandfather has a spot on his kidney, his one and only. They are gonna try to remove it on Wednesday.  We are all hoping and praying for the best. I'm sure all will go well.

Well now I must return to That 70s Show.
Goodnight  and good luck!

Current Location: My Bed
Current Mood: blah blah
Current Music: Daphne loves Derby

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Sorry I'm late! Thought I'd show up fashionably late...little too late I guess. xD

I've been using a little thing called myspace to blog, don't know if you've heard of it or not.

Wondering if I should copy and paste a few of my recent entries into here, but maybe I'll just start fresh.

Well onward then. Summer is almost over, I can't wait to get out of here and back to school. I'm done with my shitty job, the shitty people that work there, and the pneumonia I have. So I guess that means I'm on the hunt for a new job this fall to, and I better make somewhere I like.

But I'm getting off track. School. Well I have an unexpected roommate who is a freshmen.  A freshmen who thought Caitlyn, Nancy, and I were all freshmen and about flipped when she found out we weren't . Nancy is probably not going to survive with wedding plans between Caitlyn and I. Long story that maybe I'll explain later.

As for now I'm going to keep popping the pills to get over this pneumonia, find some friends to add to this thing, and start packing for school.

Current Location: The love seat
Current Mood: mellow mellow
Current Music: The Cardigans

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